Till the end_ love is still around

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I used to think love will eventually fade away when the two people live together for more than couple of decades, when one person knows the other two well including emotional expression and physical features. But today, in the hospital, they proved me wrong. I cried my heart out , yes, cried my heart out to see how caring the husband and the wife have for each other.

She was a 70 years old woman, she was in her end stage renal disease with pneumonia and pulmonary embolism, with history of diabetes and sleep apnea.

He was a 72 years old dearest man who has Atrial fibrillation, and history of cardiac attack, and is the main caregiver for her at home and during the time she got admitted to the hospital. He is worried for her all the time, asking us so many questions whether or not she will be fine, will she be okay to be home with him.

And when she eventually gets better, he on the other hand, got heart attack due to worrisome, and even he is in another floor, still keep worrying about her, worries if she get discharged before him then there will be no one taking care for her

When she gets better, she is in different floor, asking us about him, weather or not if he is fine, whether or not he is still around so she can kiss him everyday until she is 100.

I walked out of the room, crying my heart out,

Tomorrow I will see u so that I can say : both of you will be home

public transportation and relationship

while waiting for the bus to come, I just realize that boyfriends/girl friends are like public transportation, if you missed the first one, or it goes past you, there will be another one arriving sooner or later,

"Sometimes it is true, love comes as a result of a definite cause outside the soul, but then it passes away when the cause itself disappears, one who is fond of you because of a certain circumstances may turn his back on you when that motive no longer exist"

"Ibn Hazm"

hallelujah

Hallelujah Lyrics

Well, I heard there was a sacred chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do ya
Well, it goes like this: the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

full lyrics

more lyrics

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Blog Nhi

These days, My feeling is up and down, black and blue, high and dry; I tumbled across youtube and found out the favorite scene from the movie Swinger; it's inspiring me at this moment,


"you don't look at the thing that you have, you only look at the stuff that you don't have,
she won't call because you left, she got her own life to deal with,she is the sweet girl, but you have to get on with your life ... the future is beautiful, look out the windows, it's sunny every day...,

Sometimes it still hurts, you wake up every day, it hurts a little bit less, and you wake up one day, it doesn't hurt at all, it's kinda funny, but it's kinda weird, but somehow you almost miss that pain,... "

list for tomorrow,

I can't sleep, and don't know what to do, so log in here, uhm, things to do tomorrow, :
1, leave cellphone at home, yet, it's a good idea, sometimes I feel like I become more and more dependent on my cellphone, keep checking my cellphone every single minute to see if I miss any call from someone, hmm, tomorrow, leave the cellphone at home, free myself,
2, find a good place to have a cup of coffee and enjoy the day ( a one fine carefree day)
3, catch any good movie out there
4, having my hair cut, ( Still debating what style ,,, any good picture or recommendation, really appreciate, my hair is quite long now)
5, sign up for employee insurance benefit

random

I am sick , just some symptoms of a common cold,but these days because of the swine flue pandemic, and several cases of swine flu have been found in LA, California, so everyone in my family is so paranoid, asking me a lots of questions, like do you have cough, do you have fever??..
and eventually I am getting confused whether i have flu or a cold,
okay, I have runny nose, mild fever, mild coughing, sneezing alot, I feel sleepy in the afternoon, but no body-fatigue syndrome,
so cold or flu?????? AHHHHHHHh

LUSH,

I went to valley fair the other day, and dropped by Lush store, Lush is the fresh homemade cosmetics with all organic,natural ingredients, no animal tested, I asked the cashier if I can take some pictures of these handmade soap, looks pretty yummi to me with all the different shape and style ,